Tuesday, August 23

Wednesday, June 18

Ready, set, go

I feel like I've been running the same race every year now since forever.
Now that I'm slipping, falling further behind, it's like all those years don't matter.
I'm not upset.
I want to let go, face the consequences and maybe experience something new..
I'm not upset, I am afraid..
What if I stopped now and the finish line is just inches away?



Thursday, April 25

Reach For The Stars

Sometimes my mind works in overdrive. I think about too many things at one time thus causing my emotions to fluctuate quite often, from excited and happy to demotivated and sad.
It's like at one moment I feel like I can run to the moon and back and the very next second I feel like crying. It's quite hard to explain.
The most I can do is try to hold on to the happiness and do as much good (for me) in those few moments.
At this moment I am feeling so happy, this might pass very soon so before it does I'm going to set a goal for myself; To take a picture of something beautiful (in my eyes) everyday and post it on instagram (of course right, where else?). This might seem insignificant to others but something small and beautiful makes me very happy and thus maybe this might be my way of holding on to my bursts of happy moments.
I love my thoughts during my happy moments, it's like I can do anything. If it weren't 2.41 in the morning I would actually go for a jog.

I'm also quite hung over a boy, who I KNOW flirts around, BUT of course I over analysed and thus I'm in this situation.
To get my mind off it, I will have to bury myself in achieving other goals (or find another guy. haha).

Here's to happiness.